Tuesday, July 31, 2007

finally we are back on track!!!

Hope will be seeing this in two weeks times:>
At one point we thought we are not going to make it!! But at last, ticket has been confirmed!! Still lots to plan!! But we are getting there!!!
Hooray!!!!!!!! Wont tell u where it is till i get back:> hehe!!


Friday, July 20, 2007

the bloody mess that we are in

Once again, best night ever..first time witness massive haemorrhage secondary to a chest drain assault..
The SPR was on top of his lung- scalpel!!!Drape!! hurry up!!!! I want to open the chest now!!!!
within minutes everything is in place..when the chest was open, the heart n lung were practically swimming in a bloody pool and soon will be over flowing!!!
We spend more than 1 hours working really hard..every one was running around..surgeons shouting...three of us squeezing bloods..3 suction machines working together..but waht ever squeezed in ended up in the suction bottle rather quickly..
At the end of the whole thing, we found ourselves standing in the middle of bloody floor..with blood stains over our uniforms n hands..and I was sweating n my hands was trembling due to all the squeezing n my heart was pumping due to all the adrenaline rush.
I loved my ever BLOODY job!!! SHIOK!!!

Thursday, July 19, 2007

feeling sexy!!


Fabie bought this for my birthday:> haha..my sexiest birthday present ever:>

Monday, July 16, 2007

1 year old!!!!

my blog- 1 year old..
get to know u few cool people out there thru my blog, been my pleasure:>
cant remember why do i start writting in the first place..i started off from friendster, thought just wanna keep my friends update on my life..
ok..fine, my life..i am 30 yrs old..atlast..haha..the day that i has been dreading for!! and agian, i cant say thank you enuf for all of u who called me n text me n sing for me n leave massage for me to wish me happy birthday:> love u guys so much:>n ofcos wati n all..thanks for all the gifts n company..been great having u guys around..


i promised myself a quiet walk on my birthday..thinking of peak district n other places..but the weather was so unpredictable n i was too tired after those continuous walk n exercise..i figure i need some proper rest..n now that age catching up..haha!!! WHY THE HELL AM I TALKING LIKE A OLD LADY!!!! DAMMIT!!!
anyway, after a good night out with wati n friends on the 13th..the next day we decided to visit wati's boy friend- Nathan place..i shall call it the NOTHING LAND...huahuhaaaaaa..I am just kidding NAthan..i loved the place..

we visited NATHAN's family, then we went round the place n walk thru the farm lands..
I was kinda hopeful to see lots of animals, but instaed i saw lots of nice flowers..but we did manage to see a couple of horses around..


life has been kind to me so far..my 30 years of life been relatively easy, compare to lots of others...maybe lots of mistakes n wrong decision has been make along the way, things may has been prioritized wrongly..but if i have the choice one more time, i think i will still choose to do lots of things the same way...
Just like I never regret walk right into your life , i was happy..as much as i din regret walk away from u when i have to .. n left piece of my heart behind..I know there will be time that I can collect it again n patch it back ..but mean while, let it be..

they say i am becoming more bitchy...i dun know since when..haha..i told them i went for a Bitch Boot camp..haha..i admit sometimes i am..but most of the time i am still a nice girl:> just feel that i have spend most of my 30 years in life trying to understand others n make others happy..is time to turn the table round..is time to make myself happy n for others to understand me more..


is always so enjoyable looking at quiet place n feeling alone at the same times..both have to come together..is like will draw all ur breath out...n suddenly..is only u n the sky n the wheat n the field..nothing else is important..n u forgot what makes u sad..what makes u stay up middle of the nite crying..what make u so angry ....maybe thats y i like walks so much..

the walk was not too long..but it was tiring..i must thanks wati n nathan for the company..i know how much wati doesnt like walking..but she did it for my sake:> thank u babe..been knowing u for very long...the friend that u love as much as u hate at the same time..hahaha..but i know we love each other most of the time..until i piss u off..hahaha..
as they always say- love n hate only comes with thin line in between..u have to love a person so much to hate the person..it require too much energy n emotion to hate someone..not good for my health..if i cant love u the way i want, i will not hate u..i choose to let go..
N NO!! I am not talking about u wati:> we can continue our love- hate affair forever..haha..

n looking down at my friends list..i have so many old old friends:> i have known some of u all for more than 15 years already!!!n we still can keep in touch n talk most of the time:> the longest have tobe Kah Long:> since primary six..then philo, steffi, lynn, yeewan..so many more..n we has been talking about having a grand party after we known each other ten years..we r way pass that pals:> lets aim for 20 yrs now:> haha..but regardless 1 year or 20 years, i belief people cross path in their life for a reason:> once friended forever friend:> dun u agree?


ok..better stop rambling before u people start thinking that i am a naggy miserable old bitch:> i am not old ok..i am just 30 years old:> see..on the day of turning 30, i still look 21:> how great is that:>
Gotto to go now..Spanish tomorrow:> oh ya.i got a cute Spanish teacher:> David:>hehe..cant wait for tomorrow:>
ADIOS!!!!!!!!

Saturday, July 07, 2007

070707

070707
two years anniversary of london under ground bomb attack!!
Also live earth is happening in wembley right now!! go green people!! Save the planet!! Reduce, Re-use, Recycle!!! (Wow!! remind me of the TTSH old day..if u know what i am talking about..hehhe..)


This will be an importat date in the history, u only see 070707 once in ur life time:> So, such an important date, what have i done so far??

i was sleeping having nice dream , Sandy called me at 0845hours..Wong, wake u up now!!! i know i promised her a walk today, but i say i will call her when i wake up..not the other way round:> anyway, i was only given 5 mins to get ready, grabbed my camera..n off we went on for our morning walk..

we walked towards Chiswick, crossed Hammersmith bridge to the other side of the river n make a round backed from the Barnes bridge..

i was still having my sleepy puffy eye during the walk, i had whole day shopping with wati at central London yesterday, n went for another 3 whole hours ice skating session with sandy in the evening, reached home around 11pm, n i finished the dvd Pan's Labyrinth..slept at 2 am, woken up at 845am!!!!!! and here i am ..walking by my fav river!!!It wasnt too bad actually..great walk..


and as usual, weekend, londoner like boat rolling during the week end:>

ducklings enjoying the high tide..

and nice beautiful garden...


we were thinking what to have for lunch during the walk, n ofcos!!! Saturday!!! where else we should have lunch on saturday other than having a great German Frankfurter at Portabello market!!



hmm..yummy..everyone likes frankfurter!!

we ended our day walking around the market, i bought a pair of sandals ..i know i know.. i got plenty of them already:>


in fact this two days has been spending time shopping alot..n this is my latest thing..My 1 GB creative mp3 from the internet..hehehee..500 songs will be more than enuf for me..funny i imagine it will be bigger than this...but it only take up half the space of my small hand:>

Went to harrods sale yesterday..not too many people..thats what i loved about week day shopping:> bought two pairs of earing from harrods:> loved the pearl pair..beautiful..


n more harrods bags..hahahaa..i dun understand why each time i went for the sale i will end up wit more of it..my mum always looks puzzle when i took out more of them from my luggage..ofcos lots of it was given away when i went home for holiday:> But i got this peter rabbit one!!!!will keep this for myself:> Wati spotted it for me..hehe..loved peter rabbit:>


other than the shopping..i got two more dvds to complete..n tomorrow more walk, with grace this time:> y eating plan does not go as well as i thought it will be, i try to eat as much as possible, but to eat for the sake of eating is no fun at all...but still trying to keep to atleast two glasses of whole milk a day ..way to go:>

and i have not been putting up lots of photos recently:> this fews weeks really got nothing much interesting other than work work n work..what am i looking forward now is the walk next week..cross my finger..good weather...pleaseeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!

Also have not been hearing from my singapore friends lately..u guys ok there? hope everything is fine..again..wish u all good health..

Sunday, July 01, 2007

the return of "THE L WORD "


Finished the series 2 of The L Word not long ago, was introduced to me by YeeWan initially ..great story about a group of lesbians, their life, love, lust, laughter, lies...touching n same time some light hearted scene..and Katherine Moennig( Shane) is amazing!!!!! Simply loved the way she talks, she walks, how she seduces girl n said:" I DUN DO RELATIONSHIP!" AH!!!! How can a girl looks so handsome??? But need not worry, i am still far away from being a lesbian..hehe..even though i have kissed a couple of girls on their lips..(ofcourse by accident..u idiots!!!) 99% inside me still crazy about man, the 1 % is left for Katherine Moennig..hahaha..(in my dream..lolzzzz)


AND I AM PRETTY SURE I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE!!!! I LOAN THE TAPE TO ONE OF MY FRIEND AND SHE TOTALLY AGREED WITH ME:>

anyway, better stop explaining myself:>sexual disorientation is not in the mid life crisis package..haha..u guys should watch it..nice.