THE MISSING

Another thriller..finishing soon!!!! Cant wait for Harry porter last book!!!12 july!!!

Been a busy long week, AGAIN!! but manage to get a off yesterday n off for shopping!!! Yeah!! Sales is on again, lots of good bargains around!! Thought i have worked so hard, time to give myself a treat:>

Work has been really busy, almost everyone is on filter, damn!! And gossips n politics are getting worse then ever...Oh well, ofcoz not with me, but is hard when people want u to take side..AND I DUN LIKE TAKING SIDE!!!! why cant people just cant communicate and try to be more tolerating with each other? Human..god dun give u a mouth just to eat n vomit, u should also use it to talk to each other, god dun give u a heart just to pump blood around ur body, u should also use it to feel for each other as well!!! Easier to say than done..some people still will choose to be a looser n run away form all this, including me..hahaha..

Been to walk again, guess will do it even more often, one of my friend been having some health problem, need more exercise to keep herself fit!! thought will do it together, will be more fun!!
Forecast saying there will be more severe weather coming on the way, hope it will only last for a while, i wanna have a really nice walk on my birthday!!!! Please!!!

Also hopefully wont be too far away from my bicycle, LCD and maybe sewing machine?? haha,, work harder!!

There r some people u wanna friend them when u met them, some u just wanna have a good time, n some, u just wanna have a little flirt, either verbally or just playing eyes ...and is always more fun flirting than anything else:>give sparks in ur eyes, wont last long..but still fun..hahaha..

oh well, u guys take care n till then..I wish u all good health!!!

Supposed to have a study day yesterday, but it was canceled last minutes, thats mean i get to go to my ice skating early:> Was our third time from the start, and i think we have improved again:> I can go round n round now without stopping, and control my direction and avoid not to bum into people..and o FALL!!!! Still very much at the beginner learning phase, but i am very please, aim from the start is just to be able to go round the rink anyway..haha.. way to go!! We ended up have another dinner at four season, ended our day shopping and walk our way home all the way from shepherd bush..good day..
Now left the dilemma of where to go or what to do for my big day:> to find something that accommodate everyone schedule can be hard, will see how.
will be another round of nights, feel like i have been on night all the time..
till then, everyone please take care.

p.s.
also just received a good news from nick:> at last he got what he always wanted:> love is in the air!!!!pal, all the best :>

the runaway..

Has been looking for a effective stain removal for a long time, cos i have got this nice white pants from MNG and got stained by one of my color skirt, i has been trying so hard to remove it till one point i thought i wanna dye it all together..till I found this thing on ebay , super effective, just took me 5 mins, all the color run stain is gone:> amazing!!

must try this..RUNAWAY color run removal!!!! Good Stuff!!!

I am the night walker

Another week, was a 50 hours week for me..5 nights in a roll!!! I am such a night animal.. But i must admit that has not been bad at all, patient are mostly stable:>and i have to start working again tomorrow!! But next week will be a better week, hopefully can find some times to practice my ice skating and even trying out the new rock wall that i found..

Spanish is the thing!!! Class will start in mid July, no particular reason, just thought that it sounds kinda fun and sexy..haha..lame.

Weigh my self last night, 44kg!! Damn, i want my 900 grams back!!!!! Been looking for a weight gaining regime on the net during the week, so far, The golden rules is must have extra 500 calories on top of my normal diet daily..and try to eat like 6 frequent meals / day and have to do excersice regularly..Where do i find the time?

Now buying food becoming a challenge, i have to look at the labels at all time, lots of red meat and protein.. hmmm.. So far, I had two days of full breakfast - a bagel with two pcs of smoke salmon and salad, smear with cheese spread, a bowl of cereal with 300 mls of whole milk, and one banana. due to my sleeping requirement , i only woke up like 5 pm to have my usual dinner, drink another 300 mls of whole milk before i left to work, and bought a mc donald burger on the way for my supper. On top of that bought some mix nuts to chew thru out my night..come to think of it, this is almost my normal diet when on night, the only xtra thing is the cereal, n milk, banana and the mc donald.

To gain weight and to loss weight is the same- is an obsession and long term battle n need hell lot of determinations..dammit, what wrong with being fashionably slim after all?? May be i am being impatience that i cant see a instant result,and i dun like the idea of eat because u need to eat.. maybe i should try the fastest fat gaining regime instead, mc donlad super meal tds..hahaha..I might survive the boredom of food but not the heart attack..lolzzz

well, i know it wont last and properly wont work on me at all:> But just wanna try :>

Been a busy long week, feel like i was in the ward most of the time, indulged myself in all the adrenaline rush n gossips n wong fei hong's kong fu kick n so on..n changed a shift with a friend turned out to be a mistake- busy busy busy...i was so exhausted, as a result i have to give up a week end shift which properly will cost me a LCD tv!!!!!Darn!!

But i did manage to make full use of my Sunday off, i went for my long missed morning walk by the Thames, great sun shine, high tide, 1 hour of brisk walking set me straight for the rest of the day, hopefully will last till the end of the week:> after the walk, had my lunch , n went to high street for a walk, came back, cooked a big pot of Yong Tau Fu, spend the rest of my night watching tv n contemplating- French or Spanish??French or Spanish??French or Spanish??

Received a good news n not so good news from home, my baby sister passed her driving exam!!Haha!! one more person to drive me round when i go home:> My poor mummy had diarrhea for fews days till she have to go to hospital for IV infusion, but is all good now:>

Another long week ahead, another student, More adrenaline, more gossips , more wong fei hongs..fun?? hmm, maybe not the gossips, the rest are ok..looking forward:>

The second attack of those funny insects on my tulips!! Dammit, killed them all!!I think the tulips wont make it, is time to migrate them to the garden next to my accommodation, hopefully they will survive better there.* sob* all the effort of us stealing soil from the garden, all down to the drain, haizz...sad..

holy father VS The holy Egyptian monk-ey

Admitted a priest/father currently,interestingly, not only he is a holy father, also he is a alcoholic, heavy smoker, he used the "bloody " word, n he was super rude!! got him for a night, not too bad, i thought we went on rather well, no drama:>And i was rather please with myself, no kidding!! so, i was at the next bed the night b4 he transfered, my friend was away, n suddenly our father turned round n smiled at me- "come, give me a kiss so that i will always remember you!" I looked at our holy father, not quite know how to response, kiss him? I thought he should bless me on my head, keep me in his prayer all the time. While i was still stunt n thinking what to do next, he grab my hand n kissed it...hmmm...guessed i will be blessed till the end of the world huh??

And so suddenly i remembered, long ago we had a Egyptian monk, black robe, cross on the chest, rather holy looking, all the way from Egypt , live in the monastery since he was young, nv been exposed to the western world, it must be quite a trip for him.
First he tried to kiss my NZ colleague on her lips, "i just wanna say thank you"- he claimed. middle of the night, observation time,2 am, tv is still on in the room, wow, he was watching Basic instinct!! Things just got better, our monk started to press call bell very often, when we attended to him, he said- stomach pain, then ask us to uncovered his blanket n examine him, when we uncovered his blanket, his hospital gown was lifted up all the way till his chest, his pathetic private was well exposed to every one. N he can try the same trick few times a day..WTH??N ofcos, he was the hottest topic in town, we always eager to hear is there anymore funny trick from him..
" BUT He is suppose to be a monk" i said, my friend just laught,"haha.. no, he is just a Monkey"

Now i think of it, I feel rather sad for the monk, imagine u lived in the monastery for the past 80 years in ur life, n maybe not by ur own choice, what would u have to do with urself n all the sudden flock of temptation? I think even a monkey will lose it!!
In comparison, Shame on the priest, he should know better, call himself holy servant..*puke*
what do u think?