THE MISSING

Another thriller..finishing soon!!!! Cant wait for Harry porter last book!!!12 july!!!

Been a busy long week, AGAIN!! but manage to get a off yesterday n off for shopping!!! Yeah!! Sales is on again, lots of good bargains around!! Thought i have worked so hard, time to give myself a treat:>

Work has been really busy, almost everyone is on filter, damn!! And gossips n politics are getting worse then ever...Oh well, ofcoz not with me, but is hard when people want u to take side..AND I DUN LIKE TAKING SIDE!!!! why cant people just cant communicate and try to be more tolerating with each other? Human..god dun give u a mouth just to eat n vomit, u should also use it to talk to each other, god dun give u a heart just to pump blood around ur body, u should also use it to feel for each other as well!!! Easier to say than done..some people still will choose to be a looser n run away form all this, including me..hahaha..

Been to walk again, guess will do it even more often, one of my friend been having some health problem, need more exercise to keep herself fit!! thought will do it together, will be more fun!!
Forecast saying there will be more severe weather coming on the way, hope it will only last for a while, i wanna have a really nice walk on my birthday!!!! Please!!!

Also hopefully wont be too far away from my bicycle, LCD and maybe sewing machine?? haha,, work harder!!

There r some people u wanna friend them when u met them, some u just wanna have a good time, n some, u just wanna have a little flirt, either verbally or just playing eyes ...and is always more fun flirting than anything else:>give sparks in ur eyes, wont last long..but still fun..hahaha..

oh well, u guys take care n till then..I wish u all good health!!!

Supposed to have a study day yesterday, but it was canceled last minutes, thats mean i get to go to my ice skating early:> Was our third time from the start, and i think we have improved again:> I can go round n round now without stopping, and control my direction and avoid not to bum into people..and o FALL!!!! Still very much at the beginner learning phase, but i am very please, aim from the start is just to be able to go round the rink anyway..haha.. way to go!! We ended up have another dinner at four season, ended our day shopping and walk our way home all the way from shepherd bush..good day..
Now left the dilemma of where to go or what to do for my big day:> to find something that accommodate everyone schedule can be hard, will see how.
will be another round of nights, feel like i have been on night all the time..
till then, everyone please take care.

p.s.
also just received a good news from nick:> at last he got what he always wanted:> love is in the air!!!!pal, all the best :>

the runaway..

Has been looking for a effective stain removal for a long time, cos i have got this nice white pants from MNG and got stained by one of my color skirt, i has been trying so hard to remove it till one point i thought i wanna dye it all together..till I found this thing on ebay , super effective, just took me 5 mins, all the color run stain is gone:> amazing!!

must try this..RUNAWAY color run removal!!!! Good Stuff!!!

I am the night walker

Another week, was a 50 hours week for me..5 nights in a roll!!! I am such a night animal.. But i must admit that has not been bad at all, patient are mostly stable:>and i have to start working again tomorrow!! But next week will be a better week, hopefully can find some times to practice my ice skating and even trying out the new rock wall that i found..

Spanish is the thing!!! Class will start in mid July, no particular reason, just thought that it sounds kinda fun and sexy..haha..lame.

Weigh my self last night, 44kg!! Damn, i want my 900 grams back!!!!! Been looking for a weight gaining regime on the net during the week, so far, The golden rules is must have extra 500 calories on top of my normal diet daily..and try to eat like 6 frequent meals / day and have to do excersice regularly..Where do i find the time?

Now buying food becoming a challenge, i have to look at the labels at all time, lots of red meat and protein.. hmmm.. So far, I had two days of full breakfast - a bagel with two pcs of smoke salmon and salad, smear with cheese spread, a bowl of cereal with 300 mls of whole milk, and one banana. due to my sleeping requirement , i only woke up like 5 pm to have my usual dinner, drink another 300 mls of whole milk before i left to work, and bought a mc donald burger on the way for my supper. On top of that bought some mix nuts to chew thru out my night..come to think of it, this is almost my normal diet when on night, the only xtra thing is the cereal, n milk, banana and the mc donald.

To gain weight and to loss weight is the same- is an obsession and long term battle n need hell lot of determinations..dammit, what wrong with being fashionably slim after all?? May be i am being impatience that i cant see a instant result,and i dun like the idea of eat because u need to eat.. maybe i should try the fastest fat gaining regime instead, mc donlad super meal tds..hahaha..I might survive the boredom of food but not the heart attack..lolzzz

well, i know it wont last and properly wont work on me at all:> But just wanna try :>

Been a busy long week, feel like i was in the ward most of the time, indulged myself in all the adrenaline rush n gossips n wong fei hong's kong fu kick n so on..n changed a shift with a friend turned out to be a mistake- busy busy busy...i was so exhausted, as a result i have to give up a week end shift which properly will cost me a LCD tv!!!!!Darn!!

But i did manage to make full use of my Sunday off, i went for my long missed morning walk by the Thames, great sun shine, high tide, 1 hour of brisk walking set me straight for the rest of the day, hopefully will last till the end of the week:> after the walk, had my lunch , n went to high street for a walk, came back, cooked a big pot of Yong Tau Fu, spend the rest of my night watching tv n contemplating- French or Spanish??French or Spanish??French or Spanish??

Received a good news n not so good news from home, my baby sister passed her driving exam!!Haha!! one more person to drive me round when i go home:> My poor mummy had diarrhea for fews days till she have to go to hospital for IV infusion, but is all good now:>

Another long week ahead, another student, More adrenaline, more gossips , more wong fei hongs..fun?? hmm, maybe not the gossips, the rest are ok..looking forward:>

The second attack of those funny insects on my tulips!! Dammit, killed them all!!I think the tulips wont make it, is time to migrate them to the garden next to my accommodation, hopefully they will survive better there.* sob* all the effort of us stealing soil from the garden, all down to the drain, haizz...sad..

holy father VS The holy Egyptian monk-ey

Admitted a priest/father currently,interestingly, not only he is a holy father, also he is a alcoholic, heavy smoker, he used the "bloody " word, n he was super rude!! got him for a night, not too bad, i thought we went on rather well, no drama:>And i was rather please with myself, no kidding!! so, i was at the next bed the night b4 he transfered, my friend was away, n suddenly our father turned round n smiled at me- "come, give me a kiss so that i will always remember you!" I looked at our holy father, not quite know how to response, kiss him? I thought he should bless me on my head, keep me in his prayer all the time. While i was still stunt n thinking what to do next, he grab my hand n kissed it...hmmm...guessed i will be blessed till the end of the world huh??

And so suddenly i remembered, long ago we had a Egyptian monk, black robe, cross on the chest, rather holy looking, all the way from Egypt , live in the monastery since he was young, nv been exposed to the western world, it must be quite a trip for him.
First he tried to kiss my NZ colleague on her lips, "i just wanna say thank you"- he claimed. middle of the night, observation time,2 am, tv is still on in the room, wow, he was watching Basic instinct!! Things just got better, our monk started to press call bell very often, when we attended to him, he said- stomach pain, then ask us to uncovered his blanket n examine him, when we uncovered his blanket, his hospital gown was lifted up all the way till his chest, his pathetic private was well exposed to every one. N he can try the same trick few times a day..WTH??N ofcos, he was the hottest topic in town, we always eager to hear is there anymore funny trick from him..
" BUT He is suppose to be a monk" i said, my friend just laught,"haha.. no, he is just a Monkey"

Now i think of it, I feel rather sad for the monk, imagine u lived in the monastery for the past 80 years in ur life, n maybe not by ur own choice, what would u have to do with urself n all the sudden flock of temptation? I think even a monkey will lose it!!
In comparison, Shame on the priest, he should know better, call himself holy servant..*puke*
what do u think?

I did it!!!

11pm!!!! I finished 13 episodes of Heroes in one day!!!!great achievement !! What do i do now? hmm..one more round, call me crazy!!! YES!! I am gonna do it one more time!!! But will take it slow this time:> My fav character gotto be HIRO n ANDO, super cute!! Yeah!! Save the Cheer leader, save the world!!!

PERFECTO!!

A perfect day off!! Get up at 11 am, did my laundry, conjured a pot of singapore laksa from some prawn, bean sprout, egg and kangkong..watch my heroes from the 2pm, n now i saw the first sun shine after the rain..4 more episodes, i can make it !!!! Muahahahaaaaa...wat am i gonna do when i get it done? watch one more time?? hahaha..me n my simple life, dun just u love it? I do!!

when the bad wind blows...

Sometimes, a bad wind blows..today is one of those day, not particularly busy, but has been a emotionally draining day for everyone...bad things always come in three, but three in one day is just too much to bear..one brain dead waiting to be extubate, two gone on the table, how sad, to make it worse, we were waving goodbye n he said will come back for his cup of tea.. whole place was swarmed with tired n drained looking Surgeons, in charge spending whole afternoon comforting relative, not an easy day for every one....had a real bad headache now, n i have to endure the agony of cant watch my Heroes cos i am so tired..but i do want to finish my James Patterson- the 5th horseman, few more chapters n i can rest in peace, high chance that they will cancel my shift tomorrow, then i can aim to finish the remaining 13 episodes..can i????

Has been back to work after two days off...got a new staff working with me, initially i was told just for three shift, n now is for two weeks!!!!!!!!!! And after that i will have another student with me on the coming roster!!!HELP!!!!I have not been having to teach people for very long , honestly, i dun fancy teaching new staff very much..( haha.. all my juniors r gonna kill me :> ) it get worse if i got some one slow n cant focus on wat they r doing!!! Cos i am the typical "A type" person when come to work.. And today i was told that i have to keep him with me for two weeks then he will be on his own..hallo!!!! if he turn out to be s*** will that be my fault???? I am not even his preceptor, And i am supposed to be one of the least experience staff in the unit!!!ArGH!!! Will take sometime before i get use to it again, n i gotto have to start reading again before i look too stupid in front of them!! And after today i feel like vomit blood!!! I know, I am sorry, i know i used to be one of those that make people like Wati n Rose vomit blood, n i know he will pick up very fast* cross my finger, pray hard hard* but, i just cant help myself moaning:>
well, nothing much i can do, guess is a good thing to be trusted..? N i have given my warning,"u gonna be miserable for this two weeks,",muahahahahaaaaa!!! just kidding la, i am a nice person:> really!!

the end of the crisis

Coming to the end of the week, has been a busy but inspiring week..despited the heavy work load, i managed to find time to have some good heart to heart talk with few good friends...n in the mist of very thing, the long gone light bulb in my head come to life n brighten up again..

God knows since when i have lost my own vision in life, shutting my real self from others, developed lots of insecurities in myself n life, n has not been honest with myself clouded my eyes n judgment on so many things. And all those meaningful conversations over the week make me think n reflect..is time for changes--Is time to be more in tune with my own heart n brain, be honest with myself, things that not meant to be should just let it go, stop acting on impulses, learn to express my real feeling, and be more comfortable with my own skin..

New vision n goals has been set,the path does instantly looks straighter n clearer:>
after all, the cracking egg that i dreamed of is not misfortune after all, is just meant that i am coming out from my own hard shell:>

I think i getting over slowly my turning 30 self proclaimed midlife crisis..good news:> also, time to gain back those lbs that i have lost over the weeks..lots of thing to be done:>

Isle of wight

I cant remember how did we decide to go to Isle of wight, only heard from few people that the place is beautiful n easy to go round, since our friends nv been here, thought why not bring them to a island n let them see the real England's beautiful landscape, but it was raining through out the whole stay..well, good for them as well, not only experience the land scape, also the weather..haha..

Sand down beach, suppose to be really nice during summer, is beautiful, will be nicer if it wasnt raining:>

we took the island bus to go round the places, really convenient.. whole day bus ticket for all public buses costs 10 pounds / person. kinda expensive..meant for tourist i supposed..we only visited a castle n the famous needle old battery..

view from the castle, the remind me a bit of cornwall cos can see lots of lambs n cows..beautiful,


when we reached the Needle, we r supposed to take this chair lift..
to this small platfrom..

to look at this two cliff..
but because on the day we arrived, the wind speed was 30mph..chair lift not in operation..so we have to climb the cliff to get there..

From walking point of view, i din really enjoy that much, cos was too windy , have to watch out for my hat for not being blown off, n it was raining slightly..but cos we had such a nice company, it odesnt really matter anymore la:>


and there r some serious bikers cycled all the way to the edge of the cliff despited the strong wind...

even though was not a good day to walk, but we did enjoyed the great view:>
two days is not enuf to appreciate the whole island..if anyone decided to go, should stay longer than that:>

My broadband company send me an email two days ago, and when i opened my letter box today, i received a same letter thats says..

Dear Miss Yi Huey Wong,

You may have noticed that you have not been receiving broadband service from now wireless broadband in the last few days. I would like to sincerely apologise for this, and can assure you that this issue has now been resolved. The issue was caused by an optical fibre cable break, underground between two of our key network locations in your area, which has taken some time to repair.

In order to compensate you for this regrettable loss of service, we would like to offer you one month’s free service. You do not need to do anything to receive this compensation – it will be credited to your next bill.

I would like to take this opportunity to apologise again for any inconvenience that this loss of service may have caused, and would assure you that we will do everything possible to avoid this situation occurring again in the future.

In the meantime if you have anything that you would like to discuss with us, please don’t hesitate to contact our customer support team on 0800 056 9555 free from a landline (Monday to Friday 9am until 7pm, except bank holidays) or reply to this email.

Yours sincerely,

Keith Hawkins
Chief Operating Officer

NOW, this is what i call good customers service ok....bloody HTS, can u people please learn from this? U guys nv notify for any services break down, the internet access speed is forever so slow.. we nv get our email replied..n it takes us ages to get out line cancel, requests were forever put on hold, when i wanted to speak to ur manager, ur bloody manager is forever on leaves..n u still charged us even though we cancel the line ..hallo!!!!!!!! u guys promise will refund the charges, from last year JUNE!!!!!!i din see a single penny... What is going on? NHS? Hallo!!!! wake up please!!!

Tagged by Nick to do a food blog.

The rules:
1. Add a direct link to your post below the name of the person who tagged you.
Include the state and country you’re in.

Nick- malaysia

2. List out your top 5 favorite places to eat at your location.

wah...This is a hard one, i dun think i will have 5 on the list, n i dun normally eat out.. wll try anyway:>

1. long time favourite- nandos, i know KL got nandos as well, but trust me, this different, the way they grill the chicken , super yummy n tender..

2.A malaysian restaurant at china town, i can't remember the name..haha..i loved the salted fish fried rice..

3. CHOP CHOP noodle bar, ok la, this one is not my favourite, just becos is convenient n cheap. haha..

4. this one is my favourite of all,my personal restaurant..when ever i want to eat, i will go there, a small kitchen at Hammersmith, Golding house 14th floor .. served home cooked meal , famous dishes from soup , sweet n sour chicken, steam fish, bake chicken to fish pie..only thing is i have to cook myslef..haha..

5.hmmmm..no more la..

3. Tag 5 other people (preferably from other countries/states) ..and let them know they’ve been tagged
hmmm..can I ignore this one? plssssss:> thank u:>

First day backed to work after my two weeks holiday, n turned out to be a crap shift!!!!! started with i have three patients, then by mid night i have to transfer one out to get another ill one in, 15 mins after came in, struggle to get lines n tubes in, n he collapsed!!! Open chest stat, bleeding non stop!!!send to theater at 3 am, n backed at 6 am to me, ventilated..at the end of the shift i got 2 + 1 tubed..how crap was that!!! Has not been having this for some times..lucky on with a good team, every one was helping a lot...dun tell me the cycle has started again..please dun..

to all fellow malaysians

hi guys..

Our Merdeka Day is coming again..Din, a fellow malaysian who is working in london , asking for entry n submission for his online Merdeka project, please do visit the site if you are truely a malaysian n leave an entry..
Dun forget where we come from:>
Malaysia Rocks!!!

love
yh

p.s 6th - 10th in convent garden- malaysia week

Too many thing to blog about, dun even know where to start..

Finally, the day that i have been dreading for..they left..on the way flying back to singapore..
Has been great having them around, may be i shouldn't make this as a travel blog, cos for me, this two weeks is not only about travelling n seeing places, is also about spending time together, just like old time what we did in singapore..

this whole two weeks, is about how we enjoyed ourselves at piccadilly circus..

also how we managed to gather almost everyone who used to work in singapore together before,had a great evening talking, singing n catching up with each other life..

Also finally i get to meet my twin sister again!!YES!! I HAVE A TWIN SISTER AFTER ALL!!!Mary Jane is the only person that i met so far, who was born on the same year same month n same date with me..

Is not about how much we have walked, is about how we shared a fall together at the middle of Leister Square n still managed to laugh our head off..

And still can pose like a pro after that..

is about how we "enjoyed "each other company while waiting for the ferry to isle of wight

And how we managed to amuse ourselves even though was raining..

Is not about how many prostitutes we have seen, is about how we got lost together..

And managed to find where we want to go..

And also how everyone being in-patience with me while i was trying my very best to fly to the position so that the perfect photo can be taken:>

doesnt matter how long we have waited for the guard exchanged n get running nose due to the excess pollen, we still have fun after that..

is not about how long we din see with each other,is about finally me n tini is on trip together again!!! My travel buddy in singapore till i left to london..

Is not about how many times we been to natural science museum, is about how we get scared by the dinosaur TOGETHER..

Also about watching We will Rock You together on the last night, stamping our feet, clapping our hands n shaking our head together till we were super high in Tottenham court road theater..

I shall stop before i go on n on about it..able to spend time together with u guys in london is amazing..miss u all:>

most photos taken by Bald Joe

NO ENTRY UNDER 18..
haha..nothing interesting la, just some red light district photos, not that clear..
Been to Isle of Wight for the past three days, sad to say there was almost no sunshine at all for the whole trip, but we still enjoyed each other company:>

just a few pictures from the red light district, we went out during the night for our litte adventure, but we did not hang around too long cos as the night went darker, the atmosphere get a bit strange and dodgy, so we quickly snap a few pictures n went back to our hotel..nothing much to see, cos it was taken from the other side of the canal, wat to do, i am such a chicken..haha.

YOU MIGHT FIND THIS POST CONTAINS SOME OFFENSIVE PHOTOS, READ AT OWN RISK!!!!

Amsterdam!!!!
Canal, boat house, prostitutes, red light district, strip show, sex shops, weeds, drug, coffee house...thats my impression of the place:> Very interesting..
we arrived there around 2pm, after settled everything, we cant wait to go out for our little adventure..as we walk along the street, our eye was getting bigger n bigger..not long till we started laughing n giggling along the way, as we amazed by the Dutch's openness in everything, i think they properly they were amused by our kejakunan as well..haha.. sex shops like this is everywhere...was amused by the first few, but after sometime we just get so used to it..

drugs in amsteram, katini was thinking should she try or not..hahahaaa...

We walked around the place to see see look look..n we found this alley..then we realised indeed we were staying in the middle of the red light district..haha.

prostitutes working behind the curtain..some of them doesn't look very appealing to me, but the way they approach their profession is really something...too shy to take their photos while they r posing, but i did took some of them during the night, all i can say is, night time is much more interesting than this:>

Then we ended up in DAM square, nice little square just like any other europe country, but somehow i find Amsterdam people are much more friendly n polite..n their police are very helpful too..

We end our day by having a canal cruise tour, one hour of boat ride along the canal and river is refreshing, we get to see those beautiful boat houses n nice canals.

After the cruise, we headed back to our hotel, ended the night watching the football game, i am not a big fan of football, but was kinda fun to watch with all the ANTI- MAN U people n try to go against them once in a while..oh well, at least it was fun until they threaten to torture me with the electric boiling rod..hahaha..loser..
there goes our day one...more to come..